Maybe...

Hey hey guys, I'm here again, but I hate to come back here with bad or confused feelings, I'm writing in english now, why? Maybe thus I understand better, but just in the MAYBE, yet. If that do not serve for speak freely (or to uncover), at least I practice my English hehehehe

I not understand because some things happen, I will want to put out some remembrances of my head, or simply not to have left happen. Always I found that some things never would go to happen with me, and now? I see that happened and I lost myself in everything, I stayed varying between the nostalgia, the happiness, and the fear. Fear? That even, fear of the uncertain one, fear of to feel, speak, write, and in the end, regret and see that wasn't valued.

I tired, yeah, I tired of to feel alone, wait, to think...I tired of be ALONE in everything, of be millions of persons and at the same time be nobody. I need to respect my limits, respect myself like person, woman... I don't want be more necessary of be what am not, guard words, dreams, feelings, and other things that for any another person does not do difference, but for myself is the answer of everything.

Ok, I tired of write in English... Sorry for any error... I didn't write everything that will want, but I am not going to come back here for complete, I want just the conclusions. So...FUCK YOU, and now my remembrances are in the past, ok?


Voltando ao meu lindo português, vou deixar alguma música que eu gosto aqui como presente de início do mês:

You Can't Save Me - Richie Kotzen ( mais conhecido por mim como: O CARA)

I sold my soul
Just so I could feel paid
I broke my heart
So I couldn't feel pain
I lost my faith
'Coz I can't justify the wait
I've got no hope
That's only for losers and fakes

I'm nothing but user
And none abuser
You don't wanna know what's on my mind
I know I'm just a fool
but I'm not foolin',
I'm not afraid of make fool out of my self

Fuck your money
Fuck your fame
Fuck my life
I'll walk away
Fuck our love
Fuck I'm sorry for anything i've ever done

You can't save me
You better keep yourself to someone else
Fading, I'm just fallin' into my condition
Faded, you better put your time in somethin' else
Save me, but don't worry about it now
Better save your-fucking-self

I lost my mind
Just so I could escape
I still got time
But I know, is too late
I still got friends
To tell me I'm ok
I still alive
But I keep on testing fate

I'm nothing but user
And none abuser
You don't wanna know what's on my mind
I'm nothing but a fool
but I'm not foolin'
I'm not afraid of make fool out of my self

Fuck your money
Fuck your fame
Fuck my life
I'll walk away
Fuck our love
Fuck I'm sorry for anything i've ever done

You can't save me
You better keep your self to someone else
Faded
I'm just fallin' into my condition
Failed, you better put you time in something else
Save me, but don't worry about it now, you better save
your-fucking-self

Try just a little, understand what I'm telling you
I'm not what you think
Start it off
Do the right thing
Life got in the way
You don't know what to say
I'm not asking why

You can't save me
You better give yourself to someone else
Fading, I'm just fallin' into my condition
Faded, you better put your time in somethin' else
Save me, but don't worry about it now
Better save your fuckin' self

XoXo...